Eal Message video - Video Turned Out As Arm Torturing

this day was a disaster for me to make videos.. i am supposed to make a blood dedication video for my anebir but i didnt pursue it coz its hard to make the message on the wall using blood..you can see dried blood flowed on the left part of the video.. then, i just decided to make " a shot of my own blood video part 2 "..but as you can see on the video, i had to repeat the recording coz i had a hard time drawing blood again.. the video got cut on 1:53 and restarted recording again.. and then, i had a hard time drawing blood again on my arms.. i had so many punctures on my arms.. and until now, my hand hurts big time.. art the end, i drunk my blood.. FAILED!! i guess i had to make the veins on my arms recovered first because i could make a again a video like this..