Crying M video - Dirty dildo-fuck

I felt filthy one night. I mean I had really dirty/twisted/perverted thoughts about being flogged, raped and humiliated by my piggy scat whoreslave. I love to top him, and/but it's my matter of principle that I want to know exactly how it feels what I do to him....gradually degrading into 'her' and later of course into 'it', or into 'something'. And eventually, of course, into nothing. So when I'm by myself, I 'play' (I guess 'experience' is the better verb) being my counterpart. I love whipping/flogging myself, the pain and red marks turn me on (like WHOOF!-horny lol). And for degrading/humiliating, nothing tops scat/shit. I don't really regard myself as a natural born scat-lover. A little over 10 years ago it glided somehow into my sexlife. Still find it gros, but I simply can't deny the groing bulge in my crotch whenever it's in my mind. My goal has always been to give my kinky fist-slut Maximum satisfaction. It's not so much that I enjoy the shit itself. But to watch my sleazy toy-boy getting só crazy-horny, gets me to really want to give him this pleasure. In this clip, I shove a skin-colored dildo up my ass to the balls, over and over again. The 23 cm/9 inch are sufficient to easily fuck pass my second sphincter, rancidity guaranteed. The few red marks were caused by the two rubber bands I still 'wear' in this vid.