2 Cuts On My Torso As Punishment

i made 2 cuts on my torso as punishment to myself for missing him a lot..technically, its a multiple cut coz i made the blade cut my skin by swaying it back and forth but just on 2 small area of my torso the making it hurt more by stabbing it gently with a broken mirror.. i love the dripping of thick blood on it.. had to stop the video coz i am recording it outside our house and some fucked up moron were like " what's the fuck is wrong with you sick fuck? " hahahaahahahha.. don't care!! :)